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so yesterday i continued on a long binge of foods that i am completely in love with, like peanut butter, granola, jelly, bread, basically tons of carbs and high fat foods :/ i felt so sick afterwards! but i didnt purge, to be honest i was too lazy ha.

but I still felt super bad so what i did was i rounded up all my favorite foods and comfort foods (basically anything in my house deemed only mine) and took them to my backyard woods and made a little shrine for myself...


this is what it looked like. I couldnt come to actually burn any of the food because it would have been such a waste, but instead i burned all the packaging and encircled it with food. The little woodland critters will make a field day of the remnants!

Anyways, I promised that i wouldnt eat anything for a week, and i'm being really serious about this. I really want to feel some self control again. i've never fasted a day in my life though. i'm really going to need some support. I'm so sick of food, but somehow I cant stop thinking/eating it!

Wish me luck. I'll be posting everyday my progress.